Let it die

There is a certain amount of time
In which what we had was not a crime
There is a longing that must resesitate
But first let me meditate
On tht edevitable thoughts that must be thunk
Let me first hear the rumors befor I debunk
Do not prolong what must end
Something much better is around the bend
It is dead let it die
Do not even dare to try
To keep what belongs underground
Over the hill and ontop of mound
jaws of life
At what point is it not worth the strife

why

my mind doesnt even dare
to know
why it is you care
its always the same
your little game
My heart doesnt skip a beat
when forced to meet
if i am juliet
 romeo you must be
who poisions me
before i even have a chance
to give the world one last glance

Turtle Boy

Turtle Boy why must you look so coi
i can't think of your name and u no  it. is it tray is it troy?
i love to see your persed lips curled back in mid chuckle
turtle boy you take my breth away.
I want to see you every day
However, you see i lost my chance
all you can spare is a passing glance
I will always see the man you really are
turtle boy.

When Times were green

when times were green all i thought about was red.
i thought about red while i sat in bed
i cried and cried
with out red i thought i might die
brown got old
gold turned to mold
and then there was red.

anger

anger is an emotion
it is caused by devotion
it is a state of mind
it is caused when memories force me to remind
it is after i try so hard and i fall
and no one cares about what i do for them not at all
it happens when i try to care for you
but you don't give a sh*t you evil shrew
you say i don't appreciate what you do....well i guess the jokes on you

haayyy hooww u doooinnn :D

well...first off i think i should tell you a bit about my self to start off this blogging session...My name is sara (not using my last name for all u kreepers out there)  live in the city (NEW YAWAK BABY AWW YEAHHH <333) its the best city in the world i am in highschool :) I just had an awesum lucnch with my bff Becca Moonstar (she protests this last name but W.E :PPP) we ate at s vegitarian lunch place and then we just talked about life :) SO much dramma has gone on...howwver not that i think my mom will ever figure out how to work the internet (if ur reading this mommy i love u......) i will write the really dramatic shit in poetic language so who ever i am wrting about u wont no it...unless u figure it out. My first "poem" (COUGH COUGH DRAMATIC SHIT) sTARTS NOW! (fuck this shitty keybord)

Your poision is like a rats quick and painless
I wake up dasseld and frazzeld and i feel vertualy brainless
I dance around and i spin so freely
this is all happening....but is it really?
Is this hevan?

I get dizy and fall
I realize it isnt at all.
I look up and i see you standing near a golden gate
This is never how i pictured my fait
You have a great big smile and said "I've missed you dear"
My smile disipears for I realize it is your poision that has brought me here
To whom stands at my golden gate
Please dont think you can control my fate
I'd rather lie to my self and stay in my state of dream like bliss
Then come to realize facts such as this